tunggu aku di pintu syurga sayang...

*entry emosional*

Sylva died, yesterday. It was an accident, one that can be avoided, actually. bukan la nk ckp salah sape2, cuma nya kalau apply proper horse care, accident macam ni boleh la dielakkan. tapi kalau dah ajal dia, pergi tetap pergi jugak.

sedih bila mengenangkan kuda yang pernah ditunggang, yang extra bagus, extra baik, dah mati.

rider & horse ; they have such a bond that can't be explained. it is not just an animal, it is not just something to ride, it is...something much more than that.

Yesterday evening, Sylva was saddled up because her owner decided to come & ride her. Common thing in any polo club to leave the fully saddled horses tied to a still pole@ wall with the reins or sometimes they put head collars. So was Sylva when she had a major shock of another horse, that makes her bolted and rear up and struggled to release the knot, and finally.....fell on the floor with horsepower. imagine 500kgs creatures falling off. she hit her head very hard against the floor. and died at once. concussion in the head & lung may probably be the reason of the blood coming out from her mouth & nostrils.

tak semua orang yang terlibat dengan kuda tahu cara betul mengendalikan kuda. inilah akibatnya.

puncanya senang aje, budak2 penjaga kuda tu ikat mati tali kuda tu yang menyebabkan dia guna seluruh tenaga untuk melepaskan diri bila terkejut, and bila tali dah putus, bayangkan lah jatuh terhempas ke lantai dengan saki-baki tenaga yang di guna untuk melepaskan diri tadi. nangka buruk wa cakap lu! kalau pun Sylva survive, dia xkan hidup lama sbb most of her major structure will be badly damaged by the fallen.

Sylva, tunggu aku di syurga ya sayang...aku tak menangis setitis pun melihat kepergianmu...kesedihan ku pendam jauh di sudut hati, yang terzahir aku amat bersyukur kau diambil oleh-NYA, kerana layanan yang kau terima daripada makhluk bernama manusia sudah cukup menyeksakan 13 tahun hidupmu...disana kebahagiaan sebenarmu menunggu. sayang, kasih yang bertaut diantara kita tidak akan putus. segala jasa penat lelahmu sewaktu kita berkerjasama terpahat kukuh dalam ingatanku..tiada Sylva kedua dalam hidupku..tempatmu sungguh istimewa, kerana kau yang TERISTIMEWA...