exam vs presentation

today will be sitting for my second final paper...so exhausted!! studying, finishing ETR proposal, together with the models...arrangement, colors etc
not much study...donno wat am i goin to answer within the 3 torturing hours in the examination hall. fuh!
just...wish me luck!

First paper finished.

Alahamdulillah....successfully finish my first paper even not very well done. hik hik

study...study!! final exam!

tomorrow, 29th oct will be the first day of my final exam for my final semester in diploma.(baru diploma, he he).
my exam schedule :

29 oct 09 - 2.15pm - 5.15pm : Management of Information Agencies

1 nov 09 - 2.15 - 5.15pm : Reference Service in Information Agencies

6 nov 09 - 8.30 - 11.30am : Enterpreneurship

9 nov 09 - 2.15 - 5.15pm : Contemporary Issues in Information Management

12 nov 09 - 9.00 - 12.00am : Foundation of Archives Administration

15 nov 09 - 9.00 -12.00am : Management of Record Center

till then...study! study! study!
i aimed to get at least 3.80 for this semester

massive protein intake

compelete set!

for this whole week, our diet is full with protein. i cook fish based meal for few days in a row. dunno why. ni, tetiba lak nk makan laksa penang, buat ler kuah laksa penang plak. skali buat, bkn sikit tp byk. or kelantan cakap, sepuyuk deng! then we packed into three packaging which is one for my parent in law, other one for my parent, and the last one is for my friend where we are goin to have a picnic at their place...there goes my laksa penang for the day, disseminates succesfully.

delivery's car. wu hu hu

and the result is....jeng jeng jeng

actually ikan tu dpt 2 hari dah tp xsempat masak lg coz kiter xsehat sgt...fenin jer selalu...tp semlm kuatkan semangat, masak gak 4 mr.Hubby. tryin to reduce expenses 4 dis month as well, coz we r goin on a vacation after i finsh my final exam. and here is my Assam Pedas. mr.Hubby + nasi 2 kali n mkn cam xhengat donia dah. dia puji sedap, spicy n soury, just it. that is him, that is my love. it is worth it to cook for him. luv u laling.

What The Fish???!!??

pernah tgk x ikan ni?never?me neither!! pemberian drpd kwn kami...mr.Hubby nk mkn assam pedas la...adui kiter xleh nak pegang ikan ni, geli. naseb la baek ikan ni dah cuci just kena potong jer. mr.Hubby yg potongkan la..as usual.hu hu. mmg kalau nk msk ikan yg kiter xmkn mr.Hubby akn tolong. what a gift from Illahi dpt hubby mcm ni...syukur Alhamdulillah...thanx laling!

Pregnant Stories

recently, most of my reading sources whether those i picked up at campus library or on the internet were about pregnancy and they are young mummy to be!
i picked up few books from library's shelf, without reading the sinopsis first(usually i did!). when i reach home, i realised that 2 from 5 books are the pregnant story book.
one of it is 'Bled Dry" by Erin Mc Carthy, story of a woman having a vampire's baby. their relationship is actually notin' more than one night stand. that vampire is very romantic, gentleman, soft spoken and typical as he came from 18th century after over 2000 years of slept. and the other one is 'The Yorkshire Pudding Club'-a story of group pregnant woman that share everything together. they spend time to shop together, cook together and keep sharing stories about babies and hubbies.
i dont know is this just coincidence or a sign for myself in determining my unstable health in this week.
i'm just to afraid to test it. im afraid of my hubby's frustration, and my dissapointment as well....my degree application result will be announce in the middle of november.
it had been two month since my last menstruation period...
"Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku, bantulah hambamu ini menghadapi kecelaruan perasaan ini."

my realistic final project

in the requirement of Enterpreneurship course, we have to generate a working paper of a business. me n my friend choose to develop a farming based business, which is a beef feedlot program. this decision suit the needs of our professor nicely coz he love to change our enterpreeurship(ETR) lectures to agricultural(AGR) lectures.ha ha...
according to the scheme of work, this final project will be presented by next week with inviting other professor to evaluate.
im gonna make all things work for this project. there will be no blurring part when questions asked to us, there will be no missing in action partner and hopefully there will be no obvious mistakes done. Insya - ALLAH....

my love story part 1

i loooovvveeee horses! obssesed with horse!! i even found my soulmate on a horseback four years ago. he was my instructor at first, and then the feeling changed to love without me realising it much. i seen him as a very attractive man, very gentle, very respective, very open-minded and very understanding guy i have ever met in my whole life...

after my father passed away, i was taken care by my two elder brothers who can be categorised as overprotecting!!

i was not allowed to be friend with any boy, they filter each friend of mine and they also filter my phone. too much for a sixteen years old girl to be controlled like that. i used to think my life is unfair, but then i know the reasons for all of my brother's act.

i was dying of thinking how will my brothers acceptation when they notice i'm in love, with my instructor! i'm afraid of possibilities being grounded, cancelling my riding lessons, losing my cell phone etc, so i remain silent about this relationship. the one and only person that i trust on and early noticed this relationship is my Mama.

she did an interview session, asking me questions and i just need to confirm it. i was amazed wit her ability and asked her how did she know? and she replied, i just know it, i can smell it from your smile everytime u go and comeback from the farm, and from the excitement u tried to hide from me, ur mom.

since that, i know Mama had gave her blessing on this odd couple of her daughter.....luv mama!!

Pre-Grads Nite, 14th Oct 2009, Renaissance Kota Bharu Hotel

Last nite i finally went to this event after a month persuasion process done by my bestfriends on me. actually i'm not quite an campus event person. i prefer to be wif my hubby at home, watching tennis Live programs on ASTRO.(hu hu, he love tennis so much).
I attended the dinner in a long abstract dress, very long till not only me but other people also kept stepping on it even wif i'm wearing 4.5 inch heels.. there is no enough time to alter it la...ha ha. More than 10 people said i was like Siti Nurhaliza in that dress. Actually, why not?i am a Siti myself. Siti Nuraihana, that is me. i gave a CTscarf as accompany for my dress and a handheld black clutch, it is just a perfet match.
this dress is quite loose for me but because of the spandex material, it fits nicely to my body. there is no intention to wear shaped attire that may show my figure to others especially non-muhrims. i had try the best to reduce attraction on myself wif choosing the dim color of my outfits and sits on the table at the backside of the ballroom.
so friends and family, enjoy these picts

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