Sunday, March 28, 2010

mintak tolong.....

saper2 ade cadangan yang boleh membantu?

macamana nak handle orang yang extra berlagak?
yang selalu rasa dia hebat, dia hebat dan ya! dia hebat daripada orang lain!
sesungguhnya dah hilang idea. makin ditegur makin menjadi, makin dijauhkan makin berlagak innocent, memohon simpati...hu hu....
tak tau...tak tau... tak tau...
cuma satu yang tau, minta2 ALLAH s.w.t bukakan pintu hati dia untuk bertaubat dan menyesali kata2 yang telah banyak mengguris perasaan orang daripada dulu sampai sekarang.
bukan nya kawan2 suka sangat perang macam ni, tapi ni semua hanya untuk menyedarkan je...kalau ada rasional lagi, confront la tanye ape yang xbetul, ape yang xkena...
janganlah rasa betul dan xbersalah jer...kita manusia ni, xada yang perfect!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

melodi hidup....

hidup ni ada iramanya yang tersendiri.....

kalau kena tempo dan rima nya, sedap lah bunyi...

tapi kalau sebaliknya......hmmm xberapa lah tu....

entah kenapa jari2 tangan kaku sahaja untuk menaip bait2 demi melepaskan segala yang terpendam jauh di dalam sanubari...

selalu jer lari topik....

malu? xsanggup.....xnak orang tahu lebih lanjut...tidak mahu membuka pekung di dada...

masalah keluarga, tidak sepatutnya dicanang merata...terutama dlm blog.

satu hari nanti, mungkin akan ada tabung...tabung untuk menampung luahan2 hati....

yang berbentuk manuskrip....tabung tu akan dilabelkan sebagai..."Surat untuk bulan"...

hanya bulan yang tahu, hanya bulan yang tidak pernah jemu menghadiahi cahayanya...

sedih kita....gembira kita...

dan hanya bulan yang xakan ketawakan kita, ejek kita....walau apa skali pun yang kita beritahu bulan....

bulan Yuna yang enggan melayani dirinya lagi pabila air mata membasahi pipi, mungkin masa itu dia sedang datang 'bulan' kot....

xsabar nak cerita pada bulan,,, betapa sengsara hidup berpura-pura...

gembira di mata orang lain tapi di dalam....

hati terluka, jjiwa seksa....bak kata In-Team : di hati ini..hanya tuhan yang tahu....

sesungguhnya...kesabaran dan ketabahan tidaklah seampuh mana...

entah bila akan meletus....

tidaklah diketahui....

tapi...semoga dijauhkan malapetaka itu...

"Sesungguhnya aku berlindung pada-Mu YA ALLAH dari segala bencana dan musibah, hanya KAU yang maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang...."

dan sebenarnya....cinta bukan sahaja membahagiakan....cinta juga menyeksakan....

segala yang berlaku sekarang adalah rentetan cerita daripada kisah cinta dahulukala....yang mungkin telah tersilap tafsir....perasaan sebenar adalah simpati yang tebal....

Saturday, March 20, 2010

from Paris with LOVE???





@#$#^@#@$!!!!

totally pissed off....dissapointed....upset....

segala macam perasaan lagi la...

tenguk aje gambar2 ni....

betapa senang nyer diorang mengeksploitasikan kalimah ALLAH....
adui...tambah lagi I benci kat John Travolta!
p/s:naseb baek i tgk yg pirate jer...xder la buang duet g cinema!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

i've got sunshine....




*mood : suka suki suko suku suke*


gonna spend this weekend at Cameron Highlands.


sort of family gathering....mr.hubby's family actually....


i love my in laws. everyone of them....their willingness to accept me in their BIG family was very valuable

and i love my parent in laws very much.

and you know what?

they love me too!

they keep asking hubby whether i will come along or not(coz i currently at Shah Alam)

and mr.hubby just keep it silence.....we want to suprise them!

i will come over from K.L with bus!

hope i will not vomit. euuuwww!

anyway

thanks a lot!




cameron highland.....here i come...!!!


not yet lah! saturday will be lah!




hu hu...


can't wait to eat jagung manis....


the dialogue of indonesian girl selling sweet corn calling me....


"mari beli kakak, jagung sedap kakak, jagung ini manis kakak, mari beli kakak sayang, kakak lawa...mari beli kakak, saya bagi murah sama kakak...."

yum2!

bon jourre....mercier, made moiselle, madame!


just finish the french writing test, representing 5 % from total mark.

quite easy but i did few careless mistake and feel like laughing deadly on it.

Ha Ha Ha 60x

Sunday, March 7, 2010

pon...pon...tepi sikit....kuda kita nak lalu....

*mood:tak sabar*
today, mr.hubby went to pick up our horse at Selangor Turf Club....
xsabar nak tangok gambar Qala'ie dalam stable baru kat Kelantan Polo Club....
hu hu....
hope he will make good friends with Sylva....
she could be your sister, Qala'ie...so don't be naughty ya!
lagipun, Sylva suka giget owang...hu hu....
very warm welcome...my adorable Qala'ie...
kat sana ramai kawan tau....
ada Rosendo, Clarita, Rio, Mirta, RAubio, Fantastica,(Argentine horses) Belle & her son; Benji, ada royalty lagi Sultan & Princess, ada heroin hindustan, Preity Zinta, ada Paulina....etc
hope you can blend in because everybody are polo horses.
hu hu....
Please! Welcoming our new endurance Athlete!
Mr......Qala'ie.....

Saturday, March 6, 2010

life is a wheel...


life is a wheel...
no matter how the roads are, the wheels will keep spinning...
as there no ends....
it's karmic....i believe it....
sometimes you are up, the other times you will come down.....(as Alicia Keys sang, what goes up must come down in Karma)
the wheels spin.....heading to the place, we chose to be at....
will it be better?
will it be worse?
well...it depends...
on the road we chose....
sumtimes, dark, narrow road is better ending than a bright one...
here, wisdom is needed....
the best choice will result the best end...
and if,
u found yourself lost....
well it's time to
a little muhasabah diri....
go back to HIS path....
remember who is our creator...for what we are created....
INSYA ALLAh...everything will be on track....

Monday, March 1, 2010

one two three

tengah buat test....
soalan : what kind of services library can upgrade in order to atrratc more people to come and fully utilize library.
pendek kata...
macamna nak buat orang jatuh chenta dekat library?
(ni soalan xada jawapan kowt?)
*mood: gila-gila*
keras hati, sakit hati, terasa hati, dan xsampai hati....
buat kawanku yang berkenaan,
maafkan daku....